What door do I wish to open?
The door to my heart.
To seeing the light and goodness.
To loving myself.
The door to my heart is also the door to my unborn child.
The door to love.
The door to surrender.
The door to joy.
I will step through with courage knowing that sadness will accompany me as I continue to grapple with the passing of my father.
The door to becoming a mother seems like a massive transition and transformation.
I will need courage, patience and compassion.
I will chose and open the door to love, joy, and kindness. I will bring courage and authencity.